yeyeye that's what i feel, everything is just boring nowadays. i have no interest in hanging out with some friends and even with my bf. i have no interest in listening to my fav musics and guess what? i slept over and over today and only left my bedroom for some supper and then yea i slept again with various 'stupid' dreams. talking about dreams, i dreamt about him you know who lah ya, then there's one girl who i absolutely know that she adored him long time ago, and she came over me (in my dream yg jelas) and said

her : "hey, i'm pregnant and you gotta know who this baby belongs to"

me : "sure the baby is all yours........."

her : "i mean you gotta know who his daddy is"

me : "okay, so who?"

her : "your bf, he's his daddy and he has to know that the baby will be born"

me : "*&^%&%*^%$$"

stupid kan tuh? hahaha perhaps because of me judging him for being centil lol :D btw, yesterday i talked much about my future plan with my mom and the result is :

1. i will graduate from high school with amazing nem

2. UNPAD HI and UI HI

3. pass the CPNS and work at immigration office with my uncle's help for sure

4. if i could pass the number 3, i will move to university which provide extension program

5. driving my own car for work and lecture things

why i really mean to work after graduating hingh school is because of my family support. they want me to be 'pegawai negri' while there's still my uncle who can help me. sounds like cheating but why not? well, though i have a heart of stone but i'm a kind of person who relay on this : obeying what our parents say will reveal the best result yeay!

that's what my mom always says hehe

enough for todaaay bye ~