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2007 was the best and the worst i can barely remember exactly how it could be my favourite year. But i exactly remember how it could be the worst. first, it was the first year for me to be a high school student. it was so hard knowing that i had to be separated from my alazka's friends esp. Tamy huhu :( but so nice having crazy new friends and clasmates in x-2 hehe i miss 'em well, i was gifted to have one very close friend, who has made my life more 'life' than before. but he left me when i finally realized that i was so into him. i never imagined how could he be. he just said that he had a crush on me, he asked me if he could be my bf and even when i said 'sorry bla bla, i just wanna be your bestfriend' he kept treating me like he still had a crush on me. and just like what i said, he left me when i knew that i was in love with him. next, i was close enough to someone who is one of my (censored). He treated me so nice so that i thought that we're more than just (censored) but once again, he treated me well at first but he was turning into jerk! ergh he was being different so i just left him anyway haha the worst part is, my beloved grandpa in makassar passed away on august 16th. my mom texted me when i was in biology class at school. I cried lots and lots no matter what when and how everybody stared at me. and you know what? not more than 5 months later, my beloved grandpa who i lived with since i was born just passed away on november 11th and i loved him really much :'( i dont wanna talk about it right now. i mean i can cry a river just now. oh if only you could feel how i miss that time. |
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