Sometimes I ask too many questions, can't also resist any temptation of foods, then maybe I'm lack of passion for fashion.

But that's me. Well I mean, that's the real me. 

I'm not pretending to be someone else anyway. And I found out that it feels so good being how i really am. I just don't care about what people around me, I don't care about being popular, or trying to be the 'best' among other 'best' people. Because I found out that there's a lot more things that I have to do than I thought there was. 

My mom and dad told me that there will be some times when I would consider being 'grown up' or something like that. But until now, when I'm apparently almost 17, I'm still happy being kids. Though I do date, I do know how to love, but I don't have the guts to do something more like others do. And I wish I wouldn't. Not to mention about those things anyway. 

Well, I tend to do everything with my parent's permission. Being uptight is not that bad. Though they loose my curfew since I finally turned 15, but still, it wont be enough for other teens outthere. 

I'm not allowed to do so many things that others do, like, smoke. I don't smoke. And I also don't go to some places by my self. But I don't feel like I'm too uptighten, it's proper rules that I deserve to do. Call me childish cause I really am. 

When other girls mostly talk about how to look gorgeous or how to attract boys perfectly, I mostly talk about where I should buy delicious ice cream with low price.

When other girls do day-outing, I keep lying on my bed extending my leg listening to the musics. 

When other girls spend their times by chatting on the phone, asking their friends out, I spend my times by watching Lizzie mcGuire series I've collected.

When other girls spend their money by shopping, I spend my money by doing stationary shopping to fill up my pencil case haha 

I'm mad when I don't get what I want. And I don't attempt to get it thou. Call me childish cause I really am.

So, why should you such in a hurry to grow up? Can't you just be happy being kids? 

This is my scrutiny of what I'm feeling and I merely talk about this here, in my blog :)