I'M SUCH A COWARD 

I don't know why but I think I really am. 

Hm, today I ate out with my big family which includes 3 families in. And I was totally full afterward. But that's the point, after losing some weights uhm which I mean there's only 2kilos lost, my trait has just came up again yeaaah you know, having double portion of food(s). Shoot! So, I skipped my dinner today. Overall, that was just a menial day-outing.

Frankly, I hate it when I know that I'm totally recovered from dengue fever yesterday. Wooof!

You know what? I've been realizing this moment, life is too short to be lived. And you'll never know what's around the next corner of your life. I find it hard to undergo this phase of life, I mean the phase when I'm growing up and finding my own identity and also making my dream come true.

I'm not a girl without any dreams to be reached, of course I do.  

I am now perfectly happy being what I am, being where I am, being surrounded by people I love. Nothing can pierce my happiness at this moment. 

But sometimes I feel that life is more indecent than I expected. But we have to keep it going somehow, don't we?

I feel like fall asleep now. So, me off, ciao!