I guess I need to get rid of those 'kid' things. I'm now 12th grader, which means I only have 8 months or more until those three days of UAN, being uptight with UAN like this is not a very first time for me, I've been there, 3 years ago, but eversince I stepped up into this fvckin high school world, everything seems so hard and downright irk. Anyway it's hard to interpret. And also I need a presence of a good friend to through this all, I have none. I mean I need 'the one' who really know me and you know typical bestfriend.
I don't need your commiserating at me for not having any 'bestfriends' no, really. I was born sceptic and impudent, and that's the way I face this potty world.
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My mood's currently disorded. I need a space where I could be alone and do whatever I want without even care what you guys saying.
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Actually, I had a fight with my mom and it's constantly haunting my mind since that day. I want a good mom, who notices my presence here in this house, who doesn't put special attention to her youngest child (read : fadil). I was mad to core and it really hit me in the head err
It's like I'm overthrown (Exaggerate)

Aaaah enough, I gotta take a bath and have a fun chitchat on the phone with ncong hehe
bye