Once again I'm letting this happen to me even if I don't want to. You guys know how much I despise everything that has something to do to Chinese, Korean and Japanese. Especially thie Korean series that constantly appears on our television in consecutive weeks. Ergh they're sickening ;(

Until one day,

There's a new Korean series which appeared for quite long time here in Indonesia. Boys Before Flowers. I could say, I hate-d it. Since people talked about it over and over again, it brought my curiousity up to the core. Until the point when I decided to buy the DVDs. So I downright watched it. Then all of the sudden I found it so interesting you know. I disn't notice the character of Goo Jun Pyo at the first place actually, but when I watched it more often, he became a phantom which constantly appears in my head. So the conclusion is, HE'S SO GORGEOUS! I don't like him physically but I love the way he attempts to get his love no matter how much obsticles he has to deal with. Yeah the lucky girl named Geum Jan Di. When you see him you would say that he was mean he wa jerk he has a heart of stone. But when you get to know him better you'd say that he's a definitely a guy you've been looking for HAHA at least thats what I was saying.



I finished them dvds all actually, and I was kind of satisfied with the ending. But I feel something's weird these days. Yeah I'm addicted to Jun Pyo, oops no I mean Lee Min Ho hahaha it's distracting and saddy when I realize that he's a superstar and there must be a lotta appealing girls around him. And it's sadder everytime I hear other girls talking about him. Like, my classmates. They keep talking and talking out loud, bragging how much they love him. It's daunting :(

Then I decided not to interfere.

My boyfriend told me that I had been such a maniac. And even when I supposed to celebrate our 15 months anniversary, I tended to keep talking and bragging about 'him' huaaaa I don't wanna be like this, I feel like moron.
I have some numbers of idol actually but never felt crazy like this before.

Well, this is not a remorse, I'll be his fan for ever, I promise ;-)