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Rough Week This could be the hardest week ive ever had. Been trying to forget him that is so hard to be forgotten and cried a lot. Maybe this the only way we have to choose. Freeing our self up for brighter future. But turns out, it's hard. Pretty hard. I have to keep pretending that I'm alright while I'm actually crying inside. Okay that's life. But for you, the one who I love(d), you need to know, it's killing me. It's driving me insane. Okay I know he's not that broken, I'm here the one who is broken to the core. Imagining he laughs out louds with his filthy friends there, while i'm crying out loud with my filthy pillows here. Frankly, I love him. Still. Nothing has changed inside of me. He knows I'm the one who's been wanting to get things back the way they used to be. Everyone knows. But once again, I need to wait. Sometimes I say to my self not to hurt 'me' of waiting for so long. It's true. Its not guaranteed that he would come back to me. At least he said so. How pathetic. |
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