Making a right decision is not what I'm good at. Being in the middle of this scaring situation is really taking me nowhere. I do hate being second to those who I put first. But what worse was I couldn't even get myself outta this crap. Really wanted to go but my shoes seemed to stick tighter to the ground.
I got to thank God for ALWAYS giving me options in every problems I'm dealing with. And I got 2 options in this case. But this one unchooseable option, is what I actually choose. And me myself againts that.

And now I finally know where to go

I somehow want to be a priority.......