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Oh, Hi!
Yeah that's what I suppose to say, hi!
Since it's been a quite long time til I finally got here. yay!
Gosh this life seems so much more hating me than before, it's like, you know, torturing me, keeping me in this loooong devious way of living. I mean, I am 20, will be 20 in exactly a month. But who cares? These people might think I am ready enough for the next stage of my life which is for me, I'm not. Okay, I don't even know any well-or-easily-articulated words to describe how I ain't ready for this. Really. You know, I may not know who I'm gonna end up with, but all I know is, love or even marriage is not a set-up. It needs a real feeling, a feeling when you feel your heart stops whenever you see each other, a feeling that comes through your vein whenever your hands intertwined. You know, sounds cliche but that's true.
I watched numbers of movies before, basically I love dramas. And there was a woman, that has to endured all of her remorse for the rest of her life only because she couldn't be with the one she loves
ps : I'm so gonna be ready in maybe.. 3years? :) |
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